Tove had stayed a distance away, having given up on pleading for mercy for the prince, realizing her cries would have continued to fall on deaf ears. There was nothing she could do - for either of them - and so she stood there, grappling with the sudden realization that she may not have known Faust as well as she thought.
Her stomach sank when Draevo had looked her way, eyes zeroing in on her like she was the guilty part - the whore who had sealed his fate. It made her sick, made her squirm in her skin because she knew he was right. If it hadn’t been for her, the prince would have been saved and Faust… he wouldn’t be here, protecting a whore.
He wouldn’t have to do this.
But despite her overbearing guilt and her shame, the first blood drawn from Faust had her snarling, had her own blood boiling and body twitching to do something, anything. It was a primal instinct urging her to intervene, that screamed that he was being hurt. However, Tove couldn’t move. Her muscles twitched and trembled but her limbs would not break away from the roots that tethered her down. She was stuck, forced to watch the grotesque show. Besides, what good could she do? What help could she even offer? She would only make it worse, so instead, her eyes, wide with a mixture of horror, disbelief and shock, stayed glued to the scene that unfolded before her. She watched as the men grappled with one another, one for his life and the other… It made her shudder, eyes glimmering with unshed tears.
Time crawled as their battle raged on, Draevo's futile attempts to escape were met with Faust's unrelenting prowess. Draevo had never stood a chance had he? There was no doubt in her mind who the winner would be, she knew it in her bones, in her heart. She knew Faust was...magnificent. Formidable. And now? He was shroud in darkness, a monstrous nature she had never known he possessed. He was no longer that gentle, protector.. No he was something else entirely.
Even amongst the darkness, the brutality he so effortlessly succumbed to, he was a man who could still bring her to her knees. He towered above the lowly prince, a paradoxical savior and monster. Yet, even buried within the monstrous figure, Tove could see glimmers of the man she loved. It was a painful recognition as she fought to recognize, to understand the duality within him. It left her reeling, left her breathless. Left her hurting.
Her heart shattered into even smaller pieces when Draevo begged for mercy, his voice raspy and choked and she had to pull her gaze away from them then, for just a moment, squeezing them shut. Would Faust listen? Would he give him mercy? It was then that the unmistakable sound of bones shattering, flesh tearing had her eyes drawing back and she felt her entire body slacken, cold as she watched him tear the prince apart. Bite after bite, he ravaged the smaller brutes body. Tove's breath hitched with each gruesome move. It was a ferocious act, an unsettling dance of blood, fur, and the relinquishment of self-control she hadn’t even known was in question. Blood spilled forth, soaking the fur of Faust’s neck, the grasses, the metallic stench making her nose burn.
She almost took a step back when spit flew from Faust, her own chest heaving.
But Tove stopped herself.
She looked at him. She felt her heart break again, and again but there was still.. Love. It remained, battered and bruised but unbroken as she struggled to reconcile the two facets of the man who meant everything to her.
The air hung heavy now with the stench of blood, of fear and the lingering echoes of a life pled for and lost. Tove closed the distance between them, steps robotic, anything but certain. Her entire body trembled before him as she stared at the body that lay at Faust’s feet, a gasped choke pulling from her chest. She forced herself to look away and up towards Faust, focus fluttering on the wounds he had, the crimson stain on his legs, his chest - his face.
“Are….Are you okay?” It came out quietly, the words forced from her throat with a gasp of breath she hadn’t even known she was holding. Her eyes still shone, her chin still trembled. She searched his gaze for the gentleness she thought she knew, that she hoped was still there, somewhere amidst the ferocity and her paw reached out tentatively towards him. For what? Reassurance? Support? The woman didn't know. Couldn't.