“Even without a title, you will likely be placed on equal footing, if not higher. The rest have done nothing to stand above you, so teach what you will. If I am in the area, I will gladly come for a hunt.” Honestly, he never saw anyone do much in terms of earning their place aside from filling the caches which....at least they did that much. Teodora of course was spared his judgement for the burdens his mother placed on her as were his siblings who shouldn't be expected of much given their upbringing. Some were more driven to provide such as himself, Warwick, or Edith, but others...mhn.
Idly, he'd wonder what his sister of greenwood had made of herself. She ran off to belong somewhere, as if she didn't belong here, but was she at least doing something with her new found life in a pack abroad? He, too, had left, but only to further his skills in the name of Elkshire. The same could be said of Aldritch...he felt he never belonged because of their mother's sin and felt forced to find a life of his own serving beneath the High Elk. If only he knew the sins that painted his pelt were not his own.
“If Remus returns to his post as more than just a royal teacher, I am sure more of Elkshire would flourish. His practices are stern, but they show results.” Of course, to another, his teachings may very well be seen as abuse, but how was he to know when his only two experiences were abuse and further abuse? Starving children so that they would be motivated to fight and forced to grapple under beastly instincts. It was unbecoming to be seen in such a way...if you were not one who went for the prize, while hunger did not claim your mind.
Unfortunately, it would become painfully obvious what his mother now taught to newcomers, which would be absolutely nothing. It was no wonder they had undevout followers roaming their woods. Godbrand wasn't even certain what would be considered a sin in His gaze, save for hunting the apostles. It was...a start, but one that would easily lead him astray. “That is...unfortunate to hear.” Of course, others than his mother were allowed to accept members into the pack, but he could find no blame on Edith or Warwick. They both were just as devout as he, even if Warwick still struggled to accept the truth placed before him. The only one Calhoun could blame was his mother.
“Your fur is, for the most part, blessed. I can not say you are wiped clean of uncertainty, but you stand on grounds higher than sinners. The black that weaves your colors is an omen to my family. We do not know what it means, so we take caution. From my experience...I believe it shows potential. Misguided or led astray, but here you are in the full glory of His light.” A smile lit his lips, spoken like a true cult leader. Not that he knew what a cult was, mind you. “You are lost, but you can be found. Just know others may keep their distance because they do not know what to make of you. So long as you are devout, however, you will be fine.” Words he would always believe in, even for those whose sins painted the entirety of their pelt. The High Elk would save them all.
“You would be correct about the High Elk. He is our watcher and protector, so long as we protect His own. The browns of our pelt signify His glory and acceptance into His light. Sins come in many forms, though at a base, anything that goes against the High Elk's word may be considered sinful. Those who sin are stripped of His light as a warning and a punishment. White is the mark they bear, something you will find many have here.” Some of his siblings even had more white than the outsiders unceremoniously invited into their safe haven, but it was no fault of their own. “I should make one misunderstanding clear. White is not the mark of a sinner themselves. It is the punishment and warning of their parent's actions. For that reason, they might be saved should they be brought into His light.” He wouldn't point out the siblings he shared with white when he had said enough. Godbrand seemed smart, and he would piece two and two together on his own. Perhaps he would even see to not trust his mother's words so directly.
“I'm afraid I am ill versed in the...hymn and dance department.” He'd likely look like a fool with flailing limbs had he tried, but it seemed he and the dark man shared that. Funny how they had barely met for a minute, and Godbrand could be more of a father than his own. “That being said, if you learn or make your own from the teachings of the High Elk, I am sure they would do well come the Wintertide Jubilee It is the one time we are allowed to feast on the flesh of elk. He allows it to prepare us for winter and shows sacrifice for the sacrifice we give him.” They were wolves and needed nourishment. Forgoing elk, and in his mother's case, deer, was a major part of their diet. It was only fair that they be allowed to sin freely once a year. “We hold a whole festival for the event. They are meant to be happy times before things get hard.”
Already, Godbrand showed much more potential than past recruits, and he couldn't help but feel he may be right about black pelts. Maybe they weren't so bad, so long as they could be led back from their misguided path. If he wished to selectively recruit, Calhoun would by all means have no complaints. Someone had to be the bad guy, and it seemed his mother refused to do what was necessary unless it benefited her soley. “That would be much appreciated, Godbrand. Ah—” It seemed to only hit him then that this whole time he had been using the man's name but never once offered his own. He supposed he was used to others not asking or already aware of his title. Blinking the mild embarrassment and realization away, he'd clear his throat, “My apologizes. You may call me Calhoun.” The name reserved for his family and the disciples of the High Elk only. It was early, and perhaps he would be burned with disappointment, but he really did like Godbrand. “Prince of the first brood, though that was likely obvious by now. Prince Calhoun or Calhoun will do.”
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