Perhaps she was open-minded to a fault. Perhaps she had led Tiberius down the wrong path, assured him of geometric possibilities beyond his grasp, putting his relationship with Olive and his own family at risk in the process. He had been so terrified, stumbling over his words, barely decipherable coupled with the thick accent layered over his speech. Oh, gods, she had done a horrible thing, an unforgivable thing, and severed the ties between one of the loveliest couples she had ever known, and it was all her fault -
Olive, ever-gentle, ever-knowing, smiled.
Valeska was taken aback. How could one smile in the face of irreparable damage, caused by the foul-tongued monster sitting right in front of her? Yes, Valeska may have been approaching five winters, but she was young at heart, she was vulnerable and terrified, she was stupid and innocent and -
“Dear friend, my gratitude is sincere,” interrupted the sylph, her airy tones lending a stillness to the space around them. The silver wolf shrank back, ears pressed against her head, looking ashamed.
“So I shan’t accept your apology, though I do hear it.”
Valeska exhaled, then, her breath escaping in a soft plume overhead. The night was chilly, not that she minded in the least, but it offered a calming effect that a warm night might have otherwise heated into further distress. She smiled awkwardly, tipping her head down, tucking her chin into her significant ruff.
“I still mean it,” she said quietly, eyes darting off to the side, still unable to meet the Priestess' gaze with confidence. “It was... not my place.”
Olive broke the brief silence between them, explaining that she had experienced pain - no, heartbreak - before, and was no stranger to grief. Her heart seized, and she understood well what she meant. The little wolf had also experienced pain of a similar kind once before, having become entangled in a romantic affair with Rhelenso; yet as passionately as it had begun, the affair ended in a fizzle, his attentions and priorities having been directed toward his own pack and duties for far too long before he managed to muster up the courage to pursue Valeska further.
By then, it had been too late.
“I always thought myself keen on... males, before,” she ventured carefully, flicking her eyes upward to finally meat Olive's. “Yet Amaranth - what she does to me - my feelings - it is so different from anything I have ever known. She is my Tiberius, my better half, my guiding light.”
They could not be together intimately in the way that she and Rhelenso had ever been before. There was no biological closeness they could share but their own warmth and tenderness, yet somehow, deep within that embrace, a glimmering spark shimmered just as brightly as any true physical connection could ever create - something so fearsome that nothing could quench. Even when neither had the words to explain what festered within their hearts, the silence between them spoke volumes, and just their presence was enough to struggle through what complicated feelings lay within.
She listened to Olive intently, focused with such care that she felt herself leaning in to better absorb her words.
Whatever gods they may have separately believed in - they shared similar values, and Valeska heard her own speech echoing back to her.
To love another woman - to defy conformity and expectations - the gods would never frown upon such things. Neither Olive's, nor the Five.
“So long as your own expectations do not hurt you,” she offered gently, reaching out to touch the edge of her paw reassuringly. “It is difficult to discern between the gods' expectations and ours, sometimes. I know that my future has not turned out to be the way I anticipated, but - I was still granted my greatest desires.”
Valeska smiled fondly.
“You are brave to forge this path, but do not put your needs aside to satisfy another's. You deserve happiness,” she said, glancing up toward the night sky. The stars remained ever motionless, twinkling and calm as snowfall, peeking out only briefly between the clouds that shrouded them from view. “Is it intruding to ask - what was the heartbreak you have experienced? You need not tell me if you wish. It is merely my own nosiness and desire for connection, and perhaps... justification.”
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